Looks at date for last submission for anything <O.O> HOLY CRAP, its like I've been dead or something. Well not dead obviously, unless it's for inspiration. Only stuff I've been working on is for sealed and don't wanna post. Other then that I just haven't been drawing that much. My self confidence has never been good, and especially now if i draw something i sometimes feel like its not good enough for anything. I'm going to try and change that. I want to make a t-shirt for me and my mate to wear and I want to be proud of it so I'm going to try my best. I'll post it on here when I'm done. also i need to get on my butt on this site and go through the pictures, my inbox right now is 8,722 deviations, and 250 messages, lets see how many are what of the messages 1 notice 5 critques 5 news articles 129 journals 33 polls 11 comments and 11 replies oh and 55 activity msgs.......... u can tell i haven't checked those parts in a while. I keep up with the comment if i ever get any. Well to the people i need to do commissions for I am sorry for not doing them. This is one reason why I don't make you pay the other is that sometimes I feel that my artwork isn't worth paying for. I know i'm better then some, but im no where near the best, and i don't want to be I just want to make work that people like. You're opinions please, do you like my artwork? I know that I can improve, and im not that self loathing. I'm conflicted between liking my work and trying to make it better or keep stressing about the things i don't like and just stop. I like to draw and i dont want to stop :/ although i need to stop ranting so im gonna end this journal now. It's probably gonna end up getting deleted........................